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lifeinthebooklane's review against another edition
5.0
Discovery is worthless without the journey.
If you're wondering why this book took me so many days to read, it wasn't because I wasn't loving every heartbreaking and soul crushing moment of it. It wasn't because it didn't have me riveted by it's amazing plot, outstanding world building and unparalleled characters. It was quite simply that I wasn't ready, and indeed am still not ready to let go of this world and say goodbye to Kesh, Sota, Kellee, Talon, Sirius and even Eledan. The conclusion to what has been an epic tale was full of action, adventure, tragedy, manipulation and surprises.
I wanted to cry in her {Hulia's} arms, but I somehow pushed the swell of emotion down. - Kesh
Well Kesh, at that point you did better than me because I spent a good half of this book either finding a quiet corner to sob in or with tears streaming down my face. The emotion from each and every main character tore me apart. Again. And again. And again. I have tears welling in my eyes even now, and feel a strange mixture of both joy and sadness.
I wanted to hear his voice, one last time. I wanted to feel his touch on my face and his kiss on my lips. and I never would.
With lines like that how HOW am I meant to remain an in-charge capable adult woman? Impossible! Every single time it left me a snivelling mess. This book was everything I wanted and more. So much more. A whole universe full of stars could not shine as brightly as this story, nor would be able to bear adequate witness to do this book justice.
We could make it happen, together, just as he'd always believed. The Messenger really had made a difference.
And those guys of Kesh's, wow did they pull out all the stops in this concluding book. There was absolutely no doubt about the depth of their feelings for her. Each of them, in their own way, worships the very ground she walks on, loves her to the stars and back and would do anything within their power for her.
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"It's all right." His knuckles brushed my cheek, then his fingers stroked my hair, setting it right, like he needed everything to be in it's place.
Nothing was all right. I was so tired of the pain, the endless battle.
His lips brushed my forehead. "He took what he thought was most precious to me..." Talen's warm fingers captured my chin, his gaze fierce. "He was wrong."
"Where's your star, Kellee?"
"Right here, in my arms."
The words broke me open, exposing everything I was and had been.
"Will you love me?" I whispered. "Not the names or the myths and legends, just me? Just Kesh?"
His dark lashes shuttered his eyes, and for a terrible second, I thought his fear had a hold of him again. Then he opened his eyes, and the man was there, his beautiful gaze soft once more.
"Always."
I mean, talk about *swoon*. But then we had the reminders that all these men were immortal whilst Kesh, with a piece of the Pole Star inside her, was very much mortal. A fact that came very close to breaking those men on more than one occasion.
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I needed that for us all, needed a moment with each of them before the moments were all gone.
These impossible males would not be mine forever, but while I had them captured in my mortal hands, I'd love them wholly and completely. No matter what happened after, we would have lived and loved. It would be enough. It had to be enough.
I rarely felt the passage of time so keenly as when I was with her. Everything in me ached to pull her back, to capture her light and savor it before she burned out.
Thankfully there were some wonderful moments of banter and humour to lift the spirits. These usually involved Sota and Kellee, though it wasn't exclusively their gig. And they just served to make the poignant moments even more touching.
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"Hulia has a tail," I added.
He tripped and caught himself.
"Really?"
"I haven't seen it, but she's intimated a few times."
His eyes widened. "I need to see it. Do you think she can open jars with it?"
I laughed.
His expression switched toward curiosity, then he twisted to catch sight of his own ass, circling on the spot. "Do you think I could get one?"
"Aren't you content with ten fingers?"
"If that stick were any farther up his ass, he'd be scaring crows," Sota muttered, sauntering past us.
"You're going to need a bodyguard who can kick fae and human ass with style and without prejudice."
"That role's taken, Sparky." Kellee stretched his claws.
"With style, vakaru. You look like someone's rabid hound."
Kellee rolled his eyes. "I liked Sota better when he was a murder ball."
His gun ports smoked. His tek eye glowed, but his mouth wore a modest smile.
"He was about to launch into a villainous monologue and ain't nobody got time for that."
Now whilst I've fallen in love with all the main characters, even going so far as to have a soft spot for the much misunderstood (IMO) Eledan, my favourite has always been Marshall Kellee. It's just something about his wild west lawman ways and his dark good looks.
"Oh really?" he drawled in that smooth voice he liked to unleash on unsuspecting females.
Yep, that's the guy I'm talking about. The one who only needs to quirk an eyebrow to have the panties of all females in a 20 mile radius melting. Not just the females either! We really got to see all the true depths and many facets of Kellee in Her Dark Legion.
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For the first time since I'd met him, his expression was open and raw, letting me see everything on his face.
Marshall Kellee was afraid.
For Me.
"What if they need our help?" I straightened up to him. He lifted his chin.
He was stubborn enough to argue with me but then, he'd learned that from Kellee.
The weight behind the blow was enough to topple him. His head struck the banister on the way down, knocking him out cold. Now we had ourselves cargo that didn't argue.
"That was unnecessary," Talen remarked.
"Probably," I cracked my knuckles. "But it felt real good."
Throughout all the trials and tribulations, intrigue, schemes and manipulations, Kesh continued to battle her way towards the final showdown. Weighed down with the expectations of Fairie herself, the hopes of the saru, the fears of her males, Kesh fought with everything she had. Gave everything she had, prepared to sacrifice everything for those she loved.
Outside, rain pattered on leaves, stirring up the garden's sweet scent and Talen's magic. He crushed me close and kissed me like he could save me. If love could save lives, ours would. Just not my life.
I climbed the steps onto the deck and planted myself between Kellee's simmering presence and Talen's icy stillness. We watched the fleet and the stars behind, and I wished I had more time with them, just to stand and watch and be in the moment.
Wrapping him in my arms, I held him close and listened to the beat of his immortal fae-heart, to the rhythm of his breathing, committing his soft hardness to memory. Maybe he'd listen to my heart, and hear my breathing, and he'd remember me. Perhaps, in his memories, I could live forever.
Events had led us right here, either by fate or by Eledan. Harlow's fall, Arcon's rise, the Game of Lies, Hapters's dark fae, and Valand's dead... Whatever the source, there was no escaping what would come next.
I've used far too many quotes and I just don't care. I could have chosen a hundred more. There are just so many lines that punched me in the gut and tore my insides apart. These are ones that I just couldn't leave out.
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I told myself I wouldn't cry.
And I'd failed within seconds.
This was what he'd wanted. He'd chosen this. I would respect that. I didn't own him. I didn't own any of them. They'd always been free to follow me, but Talen .... I'd loved his honest, gentle heart and kind words.
He'd encouraged me when I was low. He'd loved me when I thought I wasn't worthy. He'd never hurt me and never would. Talen was a better person than any of us.
..his destiny, one I wasn't part of , called to him. He turned away, and with every step, my heart stuttered. I wanted to call him back. When he paused, I grasped at the idea that he wouldn't leave, as wrong as it was. He turned, tarnished gold star in hand. He looked at that star, emotion passing over his face, and then he stepped up and pinned it to my coat. Meeting my gaze, he nodded once, assured he'd done the right thing, and then he left.
The next words she muttered almost too softly to hear. "I can't lose him as well."
After she'd left, Sirius and Sota lingered with me in the quiet, their thoughts likely along the same lines as mine. There wasn't enough time left to love her how we wanted.
His arm looped around my back and pulled me in so there was nothing between us. His warmth enveloped me. There was no safer place in all four realms.
Kellee's thigh was stone beneath my grip. He would never admit to fear, but I knew my vakaru.
I was so many things to so many people, and this war needed me to be those things to end it. You must survive yourself to unlock your truth.
And to finish, a quote that sums up the current state of my heart.
I almost couldn't speak, and when I did, the words were just a whisper.
"It felt like goodbye."
guardyourhonor's review against another edition
There comes a point when one has to accept that they aren't still reading a book, and it's definitely somewhere before 6 months. I loved the series, just got briefly annoyed, so hopefully I'll finish it One Day.
amybraunauthor's review against another edition
5.0
I'm going to miss this epic, heart-wrenching series and its characters, which were the core of this story, as they have been through the entire series. The connection each of the harem members have to Kesh is different and adds more layers to their distinct personality. I would have liked to see a little more Sirius and seen more of his relationship with Kesh. Still, the major draw, as it has been from the beginning, was the romance between Kesh, Talen, and Kellee.
They each progressed very well to the end of their arc, though I feel Talen had the most obvious progression, since Kellee and Kesh both fell back into bad habits at times. Not that I loved them any less (I just really, really, REALLY love Talen). Kellee granted Kesh more trust, what she'd been wanting from the beginning, and was right behind her as she fulfilled her destiny. Kesh has always been a compelling heroine, and it was great to finally see her value herself as she deserves.
As far as the villains are concerned, Eledan was the major one. There were others, though I feel they were a little sidelined and their impact and motives weren't as significant as Eledan's. That said, I absolutely loved Eledan's story arc. He's a truly tragic villain and despite knowing he was terrible, I feel into the same trap Kesh did: I couldn't love him, but I understood and sympathized with him.
Since the characters and their dynamic were the most important parts of the story, there wasn't as much action as there had been in past books. Still, it was intense and exciting and there were lots of moments where sacrifice and heartache were required. Still, this was the perfect ending to a unique and beautifully written series. I'm truly going to miss these characters (Talen!!) and this universe, and highly recommend all of these books to anyone looking for a new take on fae lore, a reverse harem, and sci fi.
They each progressed very well to the end of their arc, though I feel Talen had the most obvious progression, since Kellee and Kesh both fell back into bad habits at times. Not that I loved them any less (I just really, really, REALLY love Talen). Kellee granted Kesh more trust, what she'd been wanting from the beginning, and was right behind her as she fulfilled her destiny. Kesh has always been a compelling heroine, and it was great to finally see her value herself as she deserves.
As far as the villains are concerned, Eledan was the major one. There were others, though I feel they were a little sidelined and their impact and motives weren't as significant as Eledan's. That said, I absolutely loved Eledan's story arc. He's a truly tragic villain and despite knowing he was terrible, I feel into the same trap Kesh did: I couldn't love him, but I understood and sympathized with him.
Since the characters and their dynamic were the most important parts of the story, there wasn't as much action as there had been in past books. Still, it was intense and exciting and there were lots of moments where sacrifice and heartache were required. Still, this was the perfect ending to a unique and beautifully written series. I'm truly going to miss these characters (Talen!!) and this universe, and highly recommend all of these books to anyone looking for a new take on fae lore, a reverse harem, and sci fi.
mdee's review against another edition
5.0
One of the BEST sci-fi series I’ve ever read. The world building and characters were phenomenal throughout. I’m going to miss Kesh and her crew. Highly recommended!
cravynsrook's review against another edition
5.0
I just......Wow, was not expecting that...... I just.... I just need a minute... or two... or forever.
If you have not read this series YOU MUST DO IT NOW!!!
If you have not read this series YOU MUST DO IT NOW!!!
cely212's review
5.0
Love this
I thought I put a review on here for the hard copy... maybe it didn’t go through.
The ending to this series is a satisfactory even though sad. I enjoyed the series from the very beginning and definitely recommend it.
I thought I put a review on here for the hard copy... maybe it didn’t go through.
The ending to this series is a satisfactory even though sad. I enjoyed the series from the very beginning and definitely recommend it.
rubyn's review against another edition
4.0
I’m only reviewing the last book in this series because I didn’t take any breathers in between the books. I had to know what happened after each book. My thoughts; Pippa DaCosta man you can write, I’m a wee bit scared of your brain. I don’t think authors are given the right amount of fear as they deserve......just saying. Anyways, back to the series it blew my mind, it wreaked my heart and given these were the first books by Pippa that I had ever read I don’t know if I am brave enough to try another series......my emotions are so wretched right now. Who makes you hate someone so much and then makes them a hero at the very very end.......who does that aaaarrrrrrrggggghhhhhh
Truthfully I sort of didn’t even notice the Reverse Harem bit
“I see you.”
I read this series in 3days only and I feel bereft now.......off to look for another series while in this COVID19 lockdown!!
Truthfully I sort of didn’t even notice the Reverse Harem bit
“I see you.”
I read this series in 3days only and I feel bereft now.......off to look for another series while in this COVID19 lockdown!!
averyswann's review against another edition
adventurous
challenging
dark
emotional
sad
tense
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
This series is amazing and the final fight was exquisite. My only problem is that there's a death of major character. I won't say anymore since I don't want to spoil it but it's really bittersweet. I had hope there's another way. It's more of an open-ended ending also.
see_sadie_read's review
4.0
I wrote a review when I finished book one. But after that I listened to or read books 2, 3, 4, and 5 back to back, with no time between. So, I'm just going to write the one review for all of them.
Prior to this series, I'd read one Pippa DaCosta book and, while I didn't dislike it, I wasn't particularly impressed either. So, I was startled to dive into this series and want to stay for a while. I really enjoyed it. It's not perfect, but it's fun and everything wraps around itself and comes to a satisfying conclusion (something I feel like happens more and more rarely these days). I liked Kesh as a character. I loved Sota as a comedic side-kick and I appreciated that, even though this is a reverse harem, it isn't drowning in sex. It strikes a nice balance. All in all, a true success for me.
Prior to this series, I'd read one Pippa DaCosta book and, while I didn't dislike it, I wasn't particularly impressed either. So, I was startled to dive into this series and want to stay for a while. I really enjoyed it. It's not perfect, but it's fun and everything wraps around itself and comes to a satisfying conclusion (something I feel like happens more and more rarely these days). I liked Kesh as a character. I loved Sota as a comedic side-kick and I appreciated that, even though this is a reverse harem, it isn't drowning in sex. It strikes a nice balance. All in all, a true success for me.
poplora's review
5.0
This book was so satisfying to read. The ending was everything I wanted and MORE!
Thank you Pippa DaCosta for the ride, this series will always be close to my heart. Can't wait to read your next adventure!
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that last little bit man... I wasn't holding out too much hope for Eledan since he was cut out to be a tragic figure and was just gonna end up ripping my heart out. Poor mad prince and his problems with being loved are things I can definitely empathize with. But that last little bit of the book man. Perfect. In dreams there is no death and he can be with his queen forever.Thank you Pippa DaCosta for the ride, this series will always be close to my heart. Can't wait to read your next adventure!